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Steve Rogers / Captain America ([personal profile] assembles) wrote2022-06-11 09:06 am

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[personal profile] carmesi 2024-06-16 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
( she gets it, and it's by no means steve's fault for lacking or anything like it. )
Two sisters.
One is called Wanda.

I know.
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[personal profile] carmesi 2024-06-17 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
( but it just adds to the fact that he's a big brother, and the factors of similarity just pile on and on. too much for her liking. )
Physically, or personality-wise?
I don't know. Tall. Kind of loud.
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[personal profile] carmesi 2024-06-17 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
( it really feels like steve is becoming something of a therapist with a masters degree in maximoff shenanigans. wanda lets the words linger in her vision without a response until it all just fades away.

steve is right; she can't just ignore peter, and as much as it doesn't sit right with her, she does feel drawn to the guy. )

He feels like he's a little lost.

( and there's a softness to those words, like how she inherently understands and feels for peter because of that. like she can't help the fact that she will want to be there for him. )
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[personal profile] godshattering 2024-06-17 04:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The joke is a relief, honestly, especially since he reads it as one and even lets out a short laugh to himself. That teasing is something familiar enough like nothing's changed even if he's aware on some level it likely has - not for Steve necessarily since he won't assume, but for himself. ]

You can say that again. And I'm alright enough, I think, considering... everything.

[ Speaking of tempting: it's entirely tempting to just leave that right there, like that really encompasses Everything and Steve totally wouldn't have more questions. His past self would have without a second thought. But that's not who he is anymore; on top of that, he's pretty sure that's what his supposed godly self would have done which is all the more reason to not. ]

Or so I hope since I think I might still need more time for a lot of it even if I've been admittedly thinking too hard about all of it. It probably goes without saying that who I became wasn't who I'd like to be in this life or any other one.
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[personal profile] carmesi 2024-06-17 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
It's just a feeling I get. Like he's looking for something, or someone.
I'm trying not to get into his head, but he doesn't seem to realize that he spills his thoughts all over.

( that's what she means by 'loud'. pietro wasn't loud not because he wasn't the extrovert of the two, but because his mind and thoughts calmed wanda down. she just feels spikes of anxiety now. )
I guess I — feel responsible, in some way.
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[personal profile] godshattering 2024-06-18 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Honestly, I don't think it hurts for me or anyone else to hear a few more times.

[ Claude might need to hear it in particular and especially coming from a friend. Someone he values and has come to trust fully, which makes this conversation even more important.

Though it's the tiniest deflection to add 'anyone else' as a qualifier, it doesn't make it less true. Nor does it mean that yet again there's still not more to be added. ]


I won't pretend like I've ever been a saint by any standards - even with war and what it demands aside. Not having a lot of... or really, any friends growing up meant I had to find ways to stay a step or three ahead. Something I lived by and by that only for a long time, but not for some time now when it became more than that.

Seeing the scale it could go to if I'd made different choices was unnerving. Even if none of that actually happened - if there's a way to avoid it, I'd certainly like to.
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[personal profile] godshattering 2024-06-22 03:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ This time there's a pause before any response comes. A genuine one while he turns over those words carefully and several times over. It's a simplicity that, Claude has to admit to himself, not many of his paths of thought have followed when trying to figure out those plans for plans upon plans to consider it all for the future. Then again, maybe in sorting through it all he'd focused a bit too much on that ominous message he'd discovered in the Horizon as a surety.

Perhaps it'd be better to keep other things in mind as Steve has reminded him rather smoothly. As he exhales a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding in, that feels like relief. Another path to send his mind down, anyway. ]


You're right. Someone else from Fodlan pointed out much the same during the brief time he was here, that just because we knew of the differences between our memories that didn't mean there weren't an infinite number of other ways everything could have played out from even one single change.

I suppose the same will have to prove true for whether we have centuries ahead of us even if some kind of godhood isn't involved. Decades would have been surprising even with knowing that we're here until we leave. But does give us a chance to change some of it even if it seems like the nations themselves will face their own changes when that's another path we're all on.
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[personal profile] carmesi 2024-06-23 07:39 pm (UTC)(link)
( well, that's a damn good piece of advice that wanda will consider for a while before actually taking any decisive action on it. )
Maybe I'll bring him around for Sam's Next Great Cookout in the Horizon.
I'm not sure why he got summoned into Solvunn, but if he's anything like Pietro was, he'll grow bored easily. It would do him good to know that there is more to this land.
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[personal profile] godshattering 2024-07-04 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
That's all a very good point, especially when it's hard to say what might happen next week considering I doubt any of us would've thought we'd be sent to the Singularity.

[ A thought which makes him rather tired even if it's equally reassuring; he did mean it about that being a good point where there's so many paths they could take before them. Something which absolutely matters for Steve's last point, too. ]

I'd be lying if I said it didn't factor into my thoughts about staying, and not long after we talked through what that would mean on top of it. Where I landed in the end is that I still wouldn't give away the chance to keep what's been built here, troubling potential future or not.

But I also would understand if those who wanted to find a way home redoubled their efforts. With all that's happened it seems there's now other reasons we've been called here besides the verge of war.
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[personal profile] carmesi 2024-07-06 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Solvunn will not be enough to contain someone with his energy, so the more ground he has to keep himself busy, the better.

( has she given a lot of thought to the prospect of her actual brother arriving in abraxas, and how his speed warps his thoughts and energy? definitely. it's just a different version of her brother, even if she isn't too keen on calling peter that. )
Tell him whatever much you like.
I doubt you guys are keeping many things from each other anyway.

( hmMM )
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[personal profile] godshattering 2024-07-07 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
You and me both. I've never been one to sit around and let things happen. It feels like that's been the case for me lately when one thing's happened after another, and I don't care for it. Perhaps it's time to find where the line might be drawn in what those in charge will allow with a bit of careful testing for it.

[ It's a relief to hear Steve feels the same; even if they've said as much to each other in past ways before in other conversations, to hear a confirmation of it is a reassurance all over again. There's almost certainly limits to what can be done, but there must also be something. ]

Definitely not. I didn't care for the blind reliance people put into the pantheon of gods I grew up with nor for the same in Fodlan's goddess. There's also the matter of living for 800 years which I can't say I want to do here or anywhere else.
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[personal profile] godshattering 2024-07-14 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Honestly? I wish. For as magnanimous as the Free Cities claims to be towards us, there's too many unknowns yet about where exactly the boundary is in what we're allowed to do for lack of a better term. The first step would be prodding along that to find out where it is, though even the options from there are endless. Then again, the extremely public hanging from a few months ago comes to mind with those possibilities.

[ He's not forgotten about that, nor is that a risk he's willing to take for himself or anyone else. ]

The easiest way would be to get involved with the military but I don't think I need to expand on my reservations with that when I know we both share them. Aside from that, the next logical step would be to find some other sort of in with the government if we have a few centuries ahead of us to spare. Those are risky odds, though, and the last thing I'd want to do is endanger anyone here.

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