it wears her down, to think that she is deserving of any happiness at all, after all she's done. does it make her feel any better, to get the okay from steve, despite never telling him that he had encountered a peggy carter in another universe and cut her in half with the alternative of the shield he used as a symbol of honor? of protection?]
she doesn't know. it's hard to parse.]
I did so many awful things after you left.
[things that she is yet to be open about with any of the original avengers, afraid, still, of how they'll see her actions. even if they can put together a bit of a story from the snippets she has shared, willingly or otherwise. stephen never really told them the whole story, either.
and for one small, vulnerable moment:]
I told him I feel the same for him. But what if I lose him too?
no subject
[difficult.
it wears her down, to think that she is deserving of any happiness at all, after all she's done. does it make her feel any better, to get the okay from steve, despite never telling him that he had encountered a peggy carter in another universe and cut her in half with the alternative of the shield he used as a symbol of honor? of protection?]
she doesn't know. it's hard to parse.]
[things that she is yet to be open about with any of the original avengers, afraid, still, of how they'll see her actions. even if they can put together a bit of a story from the snippets she has shared, willingly or otherwise. stephen never really told them the whole story, either.
and for one small, vulnerable moment:]
[the way she's lost everyone she's ever loved?]